Monday, November 29, 2010

Songs that either speaks to me or I can relate deeply too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JQiEs32SqQ  Nickelback - "Savin Me"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGcsIdGOuZY  Skillet - "Hero"

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OuheuIDqo6c   Skillet - 'Those Nights"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cOqua-Cny4g   Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - "Face Down"

   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdhqVtpR2ts   Evanescence - "Going Under"

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JlFt3iZCKME   Jessica Riddle - "Even Angels Fall"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtNYA4pAGjI    Martina McBride - "Concrete Angel"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIANBamMgas   Nine Days - "Absolutely (Story Of A Girl)"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZoD8JEFjAE    Vertical Horizon - "Everything You Want"



There's a few more but can't think of them at the moment. But when I do I will add them.

Nickelback - " Savin Me"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JQiEs32SqQ

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
all I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
And say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And all I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'



Show me what it’s like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I’ll show you what I can be

And say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth savin' me
Hurry I’m falling

And say it for me
Say it to me
And I’ll leave this life behind me
Say it if it’s worth savin' me




There's Gotta Be More To Life

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BU9TT0-qvFE


.......There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
I'm wanting more.....

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life...

Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life....life..
ohh...more to life..life..theres gotta be more to life...
ohh...more to life....theres gotta be more to life...ohhh
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

Lostprophets - "Rooftops"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-z5FWlUN1go

When our time is up
When our lives are done
Will we say we've had our fun?

Will we make a mark this time?
Will we always say we tried?

Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out.
This is all we got now
Everybody scream your heart out.

All the love I've met
I have no regrets
If it all ends now, I'm set......

I'm Sorry

http://100-poems.com/poems/sad/0977001.htm


I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for everything you've been through
It must've been very hard on you
I'm sorry for all that's been said and done
I was the moon, you were the sun
I'm sorry for not making everything right
But the situation I was in, was very tight
I'm sorry for not lending you a hand
If only I could be a better friend
I'm sorry if it seemed like I didn't care
Lucky for you, your special- someone was there
I'm sorry for breaking your heart
For forgiveness, where do I start?

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

"Hero Song"

"....Look for me, not on the ground but in the sky, breaking into phone booths to steal change for capes. Sing a song to the clouds if you need a light..."  written by a friend

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Just another silly blog

                                             Turtle: I'M GONNA EAT YOU LITTLE CHICKY!!!
                                             Chicken: Whatever. -.-
                                             Dog: *is planning something*


 I know it's a stupid blog. XD I admit it. I failed at this one.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

Fail. O____o

This is Spartaaaaa!!!

 300, one of my favorite action films. I thought of making a more livelier, silly blog. So here's another "random" blog by none other but ME! lol Enjooooooy!!! Muhahahaha!!! O__o




                                                       
You better take their reservations unless you want to be kicked into a verrry deep, bottomless pit. xD

 Weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! :-D


 Ahahah, listen to Spongebob.
                                          Owned! U__U

Buzz buzz.

Five forty in the morning and I can't sleep..I know I'm tired, I can feel that I am, but my thoughts won't let me be at peace with anything and sleep. BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ.. that's all my thoughts, over and over and over they buzz throughout this head of mine refusing to stop, not even for a minute. Repeating.
Please stop..   ...I'm starting to see things in this dim lite room, that's how worn out I am.  And I'm not going insane, it's just from being overtired and worn out. I literally had to drag myself around today, well technically yesterday..since I haven't slept yet.  I didn't even really sleep the night before either. My eyes are worn out and I still can't believe that there's still tears left in them...       ....I don't know what to do....
Well I guess it's time to grab Cuddles, my bear, hop in my pj's, (yeah I know, it's five actually almost six o'clock in the morning and I'm still in my jeans) wrap up in my fuzzy blanket, lay on the couch and try to sleep..even though I will only get to sleep for about four hours. Maybe even less if I keep this up any longer... Weeeell Cuddles, time to lullaby me to sleep with your soft hugs as I spill my deepest feelings to you. You know all of my deepest feelings, stories, nightmares, dreams, happiness, grief, love and pain... And ever since I had you, you never once judged me about any of those deepest secrets. {laughs} That's cause you're just a silly, stuff bear.    Goodnight...

Total Randomness

 Cute cupcakes!!!

Quotes and Sayings

Here are some of my favorite quotes and sayings about love and heartache. Enjoy.  ♥

~*~ Love ~*~


<> If kisses were made of water, she would give him the sea. If hugs were made of leaves, she would give him the universe. If love was life, she would give him hers.
<> I want you to kiss me in the rain and comfort me in the storm.
<> It takes my breath away that you took my breath away.
<> Last night I matched each star with a reason for loving you. I was doing great until I ran out of stars.
<> If you're asking if I need you, the answer is forever... If you're asking if I'll leave you, the answer is never... If you're asking what I value, the answer is you... If you're asking if I love you, the answer is I do.
<> It's amazing how one day someone walk into your life and then you can't remember how you ever lived without them.
<> There's always that one person, that will always have your heart.That one person for me is you.
<> I love you.

~*~ Heartache ~*~

<> I don't know how not to love you, I only know how to not let you go.
<> It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when you can't stop loving them.
<> It hurts the most when you can actually feel your heart breaking.
<> Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart.
<>  I had a dream and it was about you... I smiled and recalled the memories we had... then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes... you know why? Cause in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye...
<> How can I forget you when you're always on my mind? How can I not want you when you're all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?
<> A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding...Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling...And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you...
<> The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else.
<> Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow. We must fail in order to know that sometimes our visions clear only after our eyes are washed away with tears.
<> In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away.
<> They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them.
<> It's not the goodbye that hurts the most, it's the memories that follow.
<> I'm a fish out of water without you.
<> I'm scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love....it never seems to last.

Friday, November 5, 2010

The Butterfly


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Fly Butterfly....Feel The Wind On Your Wings...Fly High And Kiss The Sky. The Clouds Are Your Friends. They Smile At Your Beauty And Grace. The Sun Kisses You With Its Warm Rays. Be Free And Fly To The Ends Of The World. But Promise You'll Come Back To Me.


{written by me}
When did fortune cookies become good advice cookies? Did they run out of things to predict?

My favorite quotes about "Dreams"

"Life is never easy for those who dream."
"Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there."
"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each others dreams, we can be together all the time."
"Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real."
"It takes a lot of courage to show your dreams to someone else."
"Dreams are illustrations... from the book your soul is writing about you."
"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them."
"Dreams have only one owner at a time. That's why dreamers are lonely."

DONUTS!!!!!!!

   



FEAR THE DONUT!!! Don't let it's cuteness over power you! It's a trick!!!!! XD





Yeah...that's right. You heard the donut. It said 'BITE ME' LOL. Do it...I dare you. I want to see it go whoop ass on you with it's mad ninja, kung fu skills. Muhahaha! XD

The World

I dream about a world. A world of my own. A world without fighting and pain. A world of fantasy that only I know of. A world that...if you wish to hear of it, I shall tell you. It will be our little secret. And if you wish to see it, I shall show you. A world unlike the world we live in. A world of love and rules made by us. A world to escape. A world for you and I.


{written by me. 7-29-10}

<> Butterfly <>

Fly away butterfly.                                                     
  But promise me,
     You'll be back for me
          Someday..

Sweet, sweet butterfly
   Oh how I wish
       For wings like yours..



{written by me}

A Short Story About A Girl

You want to know about me? Well here it is, the whole truth sandwich hold the lies. I'm the kind of girl that intend to space out a lot and enter my little world inside my head. I love to meet new people. I may seem shy when I first talk to you but once I open up I'm a fun, random and caring person. I intend to have trouble expressing my true feelings at times in fear that if I let someone close to me that I may end up somehow losing them. Ever since I lost my cousin I fear that I may lose someone close that I love. Want to know more? Well, I'm a lied back, down to earth kind of girl and enjoy either a fun night out with friends or just sitting home curled up in my bed or on the couch either facebooking or watching a horror film. I'm the type girl who can watch tons of horror movies and not get scared, (most of the time) but scream at the top of my lungs when toast pops out of the toaster. I love rabbits, panda bears and Gir, I also enjoy playing videos games and watching my 6 year old nephew play Halo 3. I'm his personal cheerleader and spotter when it comes to that game, lol. I think I may even get way to into that game more than him, haha. One day I had him turning around to tell me, "calm down" cause I was literally jumping out of my seat whenever I see an alien closing in on his person. I like to write poems, songs, stories etc. I love listening to music at any time, either when I'm down or happy. I just pop in my headphones and turn the volume to max and ignore the world around me. I am also an Anime freak. My favorite Anime of all time will have to be, Bleach. ^__^  I try to look on the brighter side to life but there are times when I just can't seem to keep ahead of  it, in those times you just have to buckle up and go with the ride, and at times like those my friends and I are always there for each other to keep our spirits high. Like they always say, "when life throws you lemons, make lemon aid."

Well that's all I can think of right now, but if you want to know more please feel free to ask. =3